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My ashes

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I don’t want to be buried, I think its too expensive and it doesn’t make a lot of sense for me, so I thought I should be incinerated and my ashes should be given to some people or spread in some special places for me

  1. Las Nieves
    1. This was my second home for 11 years, the place I studied most of my life and where I met some amazing people.
  2. My grandma old apartment in Guadalajara.
    1. This was my first home, a small department where I lived for probably at least 6 years when I was a child and then again where I lived while studying university
  3. Grandpa house in Ciudad Bolivar
    1. Probably the first home I actually remember completely, I lived there a few years.This place is veeery special to me and it also has the biggest library ever for a single person.
  4. Durango
    1. This is the town from where my mexican family comes from.
  5. San Roque
    1. The old family farm that I didn’t get to enjoy a lot.
  6. Orinoco
    1. The big river on my hometown.
  7. Aves del paraiso
    1. The apartment where I grow up from a baby to a child, some of my mom most precious memories are there.A place that always seems to brought the simplicity of life to me.
  8. Automovil guayanes
    1. This was my grandpa business, probably the most beautiful house I have seen and ever been.
  9. Santiago Bernabeu
    1. I have been a fan of Real Madrid all my life
  10. Mexico americano
    1. The hospital where I was born.
  11. Mom and Dad
    1. A part of me will always be by their side
  12. Lalu
    1. My mexican grandma
  13. Abdon
    1. My best friend in this life…and probably others too
  14. Wife
    1. I don’t have yet but it is kind of obvious I will want my ashes to be forever next to the person I chose to spend the rest of my life
  15. Childrens
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Da rules

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I have been using this set of rules for some time now, in order to start playing,  we all need to accept them
Its totally OK if you don’t wanna participate, its not mandatory and it does not affect you in any way( good or bad).
  1. If you already took a class with me.
  2. If you arrive after 20 minutes and after me.
  3. If you miss the session.
  4. If you don’t say your name before you read.
  5. If you don’t read the current text.
  6. If you repeat some text we all agreed we won’t repeat anymore.
  7. If you pass the token to somebody who already read, this only applies on the first round.
  8. If you don’t bring what you agreed to in the next session.
  9. If you eat something in the classroom(even if you bring it)
  10. If your cellphone rings.
  11. If I caught you on any social media.
  12. If you open anything without my approval.
  13. If you use more than one cup.
  14. If you leave early.
  15. If you are falling sleep.
  16. If you don’t caught the token.
Hard mode:
If you don’t say the same name of the next person to read.
Notes:
  1. In can be whatever, it only needs to be enough for everybody
  2. If you don’t bring the next session, it doubles everything.
  3. If you want to change severals for just one good one its open to discussion
  4. In case you have several assigned, you can bring 1 by 1 without the x2.
Categories:
  1. Cookies
  2. Drinks(Non-alcoholic!)
  3. Chips
  4. Chocolates
  5. Candies
  6. Big ones

I will let everybody know if something happens clapping.

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Hey there Zoey

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Read the title as if it were “Hey there Delilah”

I dont know if u remember I have this blog(I remember u wanted me to put more personal stuff here, so consider urself served), so I dont know if u will ever read this(maybe u put something to check for u? -does people still uses feeds?-or even for Zoey or a tag…BTW I didnt know I have a tag =) ).
Thanks for being there for me lately, I love u, I always will, u have been my kindest relationship and more “adult”.
I’m under a lot of changes, thanks for being there for me, as a beacon or as an island or as a mirage or I dont know, as urself.
Sorry for not being there on Sunday,I didnt forget but as we have discussed, u never actually said yes or no(Cesar will be piss at u…more than to me) but that wasn’t the real reason I didn’t went, truth be told I don’t know where I’m with u(as with basically every other facet of my life), as I told u on April 30(According to ur blog =) ), I cannot simply be around urself and act as a normal person, I mean I can but I feel awkward and I know u can feel me like that and I know u feel awkard 2.As I told u when we went to see the gnome, I wanted to stop seeing u in a hurry, I wanted like “garbage time” with u, not just “quality time” or getaway time as we haven been for so long but with all the things going on my life, I just didnt want to drag u into it u deserve better and more than that; we broke up a few years ago for some differences I saw and thought we wont be changing on ourselves but I feel like u changed them now but I can’t trust myself to make such an important decission to come back right now, I dont feel ready and I could end up hurting u( I can live with my own pain but I cannot be at peace if I know I harm u in any way or u lost an opportunity cuz of me).
I wanted to invite u to a getaway weekend now that u will be on vacations, I wanted u to choose the place and I could drive us there or take a cab or a plane or whatever, I just wanted to get away and be with u but now I can’t; I want exactly the same thing as u want, I want to feel excited to go out on a date with a new person, get to know her and stuff, that kind of thrill, how could I get in the way of that for u? when I’m not sure about anything anymore.
I feel like u wanted me to take the “first step” some times, I mean “first” cuz it was guided by u at the end, I think it was ur way of saying “stop to get urself a coffee cuz I want to go to the restroom” but since we agreed we won’t do that kind of stuff(and for what I was feeling) I didnt do it, I felt like it won’t be fair 2U…and I know that if u ever read this and see me face2face u will headbutt me ’til I die(#dramaQueen)…I cannot how different we r and how alike at the same time.
I hope u enjoy a lot this stage in ur life, that everything is what u want and need, dont look back at me and take all the space u need, I wont held that against u, u deserve the best 4u and I know currently I’m not that.I also believe I just need time to settle down and get myself together again, so who knows maybe we will see each other again.
In the end, I trust that in the dots will connect for our good, be that we come together or that we end up with another SO but I know than in a way we will always be together.
.t.h.a.n.k.s
P.S.1 BTW, thanks for not being Zoey anymore, u r just a happy sheep now =).
P.S.2 Thanks to this I will have to put a lot of entries now!
P.S.3 Why that decision after 2 PM was the worst?

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